This business again with space. All the thoughts from last night haven't exactly made me less mortal. When the universe is ephemeral, one can easily feel that human existence is meaningless. Why should I do anything at all?
On the other hand it is tempting to try and make the best of it. I'm here, anyway. The imagination won't cope if I try to picture where I'd otherwise be.
I'm not ashamed about having thoughts like these. Maybe I should have them before. I don't know when people usually think about these kind of things. Some probably do it as early as age fifteen. I didn't. But I'm thinking about them now. And I'm not ashamed. The whole point of sitting in this flat is just so that I can have these kinds of thoughts. I hope things will get better when I am finished thinking. As a matter of fact there are quite a lot of things I do appreciate:
Hammering
Throwing
Sitting on the loo
Sun
Eating
Trees
Friendship
Beaches
Girls
Swans
Sleeping and dreaming and waking up
Having someone stroke my back (rare)
Music (All you need is love)
Children (Borre)
Water
Driving a car
Cycling
If only I had a feeling that things fit together and that everything will be all right in the end. It would be so good.»
Naïve. Super by Erlend Loe
On the other hand it is tempting to try and make the best of it. I'm here, anyway. The imagination won't cope if I try to picture where I'd otherwise be.
I'm not ashamed about having thoughts like these. Maybe I should have them before. I don't know when people usually think about these kind of things. Some probably do it as early as age fifteen. I didn't. But I'm thinking about them now. And I'm not ashamed. The whole point of sitting in this flat is just so that I can have these kinds of thoughts. I hope things will get better when I am finished thinking. As a matter of fact there are quite a lot of things I do appreciate:
Hammering
Throwing
Sitting on the loo
Sun
Eating
Trees
Friendship
Beaches
Girls
Swans
Sleeping and dreaming and waking up
Having someone stroke my back (rare)
Music (All you need is love)
Children (Borre)
Water
Driving a car
Cycling
If only I had a feeling that things fit together and that everything will be all right in the end. It would be so good.»
Naïve. Super by Erlend Loe
sem querer desdenhar da autora, e desdenhando ainda assim, acho que tu escreverias melhor sobre o tema. aliás, conheço muita gente que escreveria melhor sobre o tema. de qualquer modo o que eu queria dizer mesmo era que monopolizasses as much as you like. (:
ResponderExcluiri've been a bit... dry.